Dear dear ones,

 

life has amplified all senses. laughter's hitting harder the cries

more pensive dreams

vaguer desires stronger

and at its eye, there have been 

 

1. thoughts

2. nightmares

and 3. soft clam shells. It will always fall short. 

the fear of dreams. 

like it hit rock bottom,the

eye. 

noises no longer fade into the distance. no muffled attempts at this turn. 

"turn the rod, the way it will", or, the way ...

 

it's never desire that lets down. it's the blood in its veins that betray the dog

wagging its tail to every bone under the ground. nourishing a bone then

can't be a priority. 

tell it now. horns, dancing shoes and crap et.al.

begetting dreams is an onus that i deny. ears, eyes, tongue, skin and blood. 

i deny it the priority that can make a scratch on the wall 

'coz i believe that it will be white-washed soon. i believe it more than my pregnant soul.

there was an artist who painted walls from the west

and one who scratched his skin every morning to whisper into it, "you're alive now"

and one who dug a grave spitting lies to her feet

and one who wouldn't dream 'coz she was afraid to wake up 

brittle wisdoms of soul-seeker bees douse in flames tonight

no less a dream it is, thinks the dead star, a few trinitised galaxies apart.

 

Blessed peace, or s___

no, thanks. no food here. no food now.

empty thresholds suffer hunger

and missed good-byes.

"no one keeps promises"

any time of dreams and nightmares

yet, who remains hungry?

drains and constellations dig out the same blue filth

- all that truly is

                                                                

                                                                     framed.

casualties are a way
of breathing. some times
a soul or two. sometimes
a tangled breach.

the music sauces none. no one is living.
 yet.
  
After poem notes: It takes an ocean of suffering to forget. It only takes a death to remember.

© Susmita Paul 2013
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New post at Kindering K-os

if you are in the mood for dancing click here to dance on!

New post at Kindering K-os

" I have about 3 Mondays per week."

To read the rest of morning Mondays at Kindering K-os click here !

Introducing Kindering k-os

On the occasion of the six month anniversary of attending a kindergarten, am happy to introduce a new page at Wordiculture - Kindering k-os.

You can find the page link in the top tab, just below the blog title. For now, you may as well hit this link to visit Kindering k-os for the first time ever !

Hope you enjoy!

Whether or not death came by bus

Broken for demanding the sun
no complains rise. Broken for searching for the sea
that touches the ocean floor at the other side of the world
no tsunamis die. Kill is a mocking verse

... and then that boy with silent words,
you are no king
burnt down to ashes
a pecan dead. Burning is a habit

in the blue i look for that
the dance that will erase
that will cremate

the mythic legend of the third war
will be realised
soon
the pulse reminds every way

in terror will lie
the dreams of kings. yes, we'll die

Death bring it on. Spit out the change fast.
the toll of the dying bells
blind the ears now.



Whether or not death came by bus © Susmita Paul 2013

Image © Neil Chakraborty 2013. Taken at Victoria B.C.

I have withhold publishing poems in my blog for a long time now. I salvage only a few poems from the heaps of trash I write. I guard them from my affection and try to send it to journals and magazines. But this one is born free. It is born out of the long tradition of the human race to suffocate a voice that demands something right for its fellow voices. It is free to be shared and re-told forever. If possible, put a link back to this page so I may meet all the free voices that speak my tongue. 

About the photographer:  His pictures can tell stories. Originally called Subhaneil by friends, he is now known to the social fraternity as Neil. This guy has just started telling good stories. Encourage him by ordering a print of this photograph. For details contact him at neilcbty@gmail.com .
To see more of his photographs visit his Flickr portfolio here

Ekushe (the twenty first) part 2

Is it always the day that makes a day complete? 

21st February grew out of its history of being the day on which the Bengali Language Movement was launched in Bangladesh and went on to become the International Mother Language Day. It is not unique in terms of a community protesting a repression. It is unique because the events on one 21st February articulates the opinion that, the occupation of the linguistic frame also needs to be opposed fiercely.

Notarised valid replacements do not have humming vocal chords. Bad I say. 

It is an existential crisis that is often justified by the power of the ruler as a necessary step in organising administration. So did Jinnah say( read this post for details). So did the Indian government say to the Bengalis in Assam (detailed post related to this coming up next).

As if a vibration different from the one that raises from  your navel can change it all.

Language never has been solely a medium of expression. It has been used as a medium of repression and oppression as well. Language is political since an expression is opinionated. Hence, an expression is always political. Fisher Ames observed "[p]oliticks ... cannot have fixed principles" (ref). But, heading to this well-reasoned observation would mean the necessity to look beyond the covert gains of self-indulgent groups.

After the water broke, there were mirrors. Laid out before it will now be still.

In spite of it all, there are books. There are also days when the world takes it upon itself to chant the glory of books. That is the sheer beauty of it all. Even when there were, there are and there possibly will be books that are banned by a community or a country, there is a World Book Day.

March 7 is marked out in the calendars of the English and Irish literary small and big presses, small and big magazines as the World Book Day. April 23 is the date scheduled by UNESCO as the World Book Day, but UK and Ireland brought it forward to the first Thursday of March, to avoid clash of Easter holidays.

Even here, the polysemous aspect of language laughs unabashedly at our rigid, proper faces.


Beg, borrow or kill a date , it will never be more than a day/night's dream.

Italicised lines are random lines by me. Visit here to read my short take on this day for books.